As I reflect to the past and most definitely through the last couple weeks I have realized the value of change.
I through the years have seen people come in and go. I feel that life is but a simple capture, as a snap shot of just one instance in time. We can all sit and stand faking the tears behind the pearly white smile, but deep inside we hold truth the world's changes and life; with it's changes. It is in this instant that we recall past experiences of hurt, happiness, sorrow, heartbreak of the many things we, ourselves, have been through to where stand now today.
In some time or another we have all felt love, either through family, friends, or a relationship. We have gathered people in this circle of life to grow and expand our ways of thinking with us. To notice our values and our morals to stand corrected although other factors constantly continue to change. We see through the golden gate brides that beyond our pigment of our imagination is success. We are see this as attainable and although want to reach it, no matter how strong and focused we are, must seek guidance. Wether through a question, suggestion, reasoning, or critique we live life.
Now, it is the part of my life where pages are constantly turning, over and over. Chapters are writing without spell check as learning experiences are becoming overwhelmed in the palms of my hands. A stronger power, stronger than I can be at this time, would never allow me to take what I can't handle therefore I play this life like a game. Without the mentality of ever surrendering I attain more, as I reach for personal strength and bigger dreams. Each experience leading to the next, I do not follow... I lead.
I refuse to back down to the lies, the internal battles, and the cries... because at the end of the tunnel I see the only thing that can ever stand in my way to the road of eternity, myself.
Changes, something within ourselves can we truly see. We, at different points realize when things have changed. Yet another page. A page in this endless book of hope and wonders, and to which I know this book can be endless.... we write our own books. We hold the pen firm in our hands to believe the way that we want to interpret the world around us, we decide what is worth while, what we can handle, and what chances are to take to be completely satisfied that our life is being balanced between moral satisfaction, and to knowing that we can no longer live with regrets. We must challenge the world around us to believe that we are so much more than what can be offered to any physical numerical value.
Love, happiness, spirit... the greatest gifts that life has to offer is not something that we can buy but something that we can obtain by being a good person and caring for others. Yes, at times we must fight over another to reach the sun, but until we have reached the valley we have not seen the full circle of life to realize that the sun, is more than just the sun but it is the opsticals we must overcome; with others as well as ourselves to get there.
